Friday, December 31, 2004

Things without wires

OK so it wasn't any big deal but I got my momma to finally grab a labtop. The thing is the thing needed updates and wifi being so well free I'm doing updates in the background. My folks are out shopping and I'm babysitting a laptop. Thank someone for the Internet because what else can truly eat the time. Strange really to sit in some coffee shetel and type away on a plastic and metal machine while the world whizs by. Tonight is new year's eve, I owe some friends a letter and someone special overseas a care package. I don't think I'm a terrible person or anything but I can be a rather unthoughful friend. Too much for the moment or living in the present. The world rushes by and I'm still dreaming of the road that is paved with good intentions. Here's to a new year hopefully more promising than the year before. May I have the self determination to improve myself and those around me. I hope anyway. Anyway a virtual toast and here's to next year.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Hump Day

lj-mood: calm
lj-music: ChickPop Radio

It's funny how thoughts, images and ideas dance around in your head and poof just like that vanish into the air. Walking into work, humming a song, brilliant idea enters my head. Score a mental note to add it to this thing. So now it's going on noon and the notion is now dust. Something to do with people, porn and other bits of blissful integrety. Strange don't you think how some of us want credit and glory and others just look for well just look. Observe things around you and who knows what you will gain from it. Scary how you can distance your self from things and yet be able to work with things all the same. Focus, concentration, centering your self on one idea and going with it. The idea of multi tasking is inheretintly flawed. Sorry can't spell today. Back to the flaw... think about when you create something with your heart, soul and mind you have put everything into that one moment. You weren't playing guitar, baking brownies and splitting atoms while you banged out the perfect story or painting now did you. Rather you set about a task and did it. Did it well too didn't you. Anyway ignore minor flaws of people take them for what they are and enjoy the good parts of them. Express things not in some neo spirtual waka waka way but through yourself. Give time to those things that matter and feel.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

One day away to the weekend.

So the week has zoomed on by, playing with that evil art site. Family can be pretty entertaining especially when it comes to the old technology thing. Anyway after a day of playing with favicon and everything else it's time to go home. The weather is definitely turning though and winter is in the air and in the bones. Funny how time moves - most definitely not the linear bliss most people confess to, I wouldn't say that it's circular either. Rather, in my humble opinion, it moves around and around, ebbing and flowing, waxing and waning like the moon until you end up somewhere. Why else does time fly and then crawl. Tacking human like characterstics to time the man crawled out of the box. Final is hopefully next week and I need to watch more cartoons. Oh and bake some more stuff. Later.